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[01 Oct 2007|01:55pm] |
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This drifting feeling won't stop moving. Things became a little clearer. Hello ma'am, good bye the next. I feel so short and empty. My thoughts are running into oblivion. A dream that can't be escaped. Is a dream without. Underestimated darkness. The creepy figures that surround the eyelids of darkness. Undertones of pure white. A scape goat. Oh, if I could bow to a god right now, you would be it. Every action has a reaction. Karma takes full swing. To claim another victim. Oh, if I could bow to a feeling, this would be it. Theres good in the worst. I've been through enough by now to remember that. I need to remember that each and every day. :). Being happy is the last thing I thought I would admit to.. Dear maiden of virtue.
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[28 Aug 2007|01:49pm] |
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The day seemed too fast. It was oh so slow though. I can't believe it's come so far. I think things are turning to become more simple. Easier to understand. Curiousity is what killed the cat. But nothing ever killed me. Fuck, I can't take this. Typing. Blah.
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[27 Aug 2007|01:08pm] |
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Living in Euphoria.
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[25 Aug 2007|03:07am] |
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God damn. I'm all talk and no walk.
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[20 Aug 2007|05:26pm] |
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It's not only the name of a newspaper. But it's the description of fragments of your life. Theres the good, amazing, bland, and the one we all dread. The shit. And let me tell you. Being able to get past the shit times makes you feel a thousand feet tall. It's almost satisfactory to see outcomes. I know the inevitable but for now I'll hold onto the good. Please find me. I'm looking for you.
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[19 Aug 2007|04:04pm] |
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It's a neat feeling to know things will be okay. Very subtle yet I'm overtaken completely. I don't know how it happened. But I am not going to waste my time trying to find out. The school year hasn't even started and I'm already feeling good about it. This better be some damn good cake. I'm looking forward to it. Don't forget it!
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[19 Aug 2007|12:22am] |
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I wish I could turn out all the lights in the city, so you could share this view with me. Miles apart and months drifted. But I'll just sit and watch the clouds roll by so the stars can come out to shine.
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[18 Aug 2007|02:08pm] |
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Hahahaha
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| Summer |
[18 Aug 2007|02:00pm] |
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It draws to an end. What a surprisingly fast summer this was. I learned a lot about myself and others. I feel good about the changes. I think this school year will be much better. I have matured a lot, unfortunately I can't say that about most people. Some however, surprise me a lot. It's interesting how he is compared to most kids older then him. He has the relationship thing figured out and I misjudged him completely. Stacie is lucky. Mah, things turn to shit, I think I'll stay indoors for this. Write out my wrongs. This pen and the bad. Serves me well for right now. Loathing for the treason inevitable to come. Maybe not though. I've waited for this August to see you again. But I've learned when I do, my heart wont stop beating. I'll keep on breathing. No acknowledgment needed. I've tried it all. And all has failed. Fuck it now. No point in this feeling. Thank you for the strength. Thank you for the memories. I'd give it one more shot. But i won't be searching for it.
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| Gurls |
[13 Aug 2007|05:29pm] |
I've been trying to figure out exactly what I want in a girl. It's hard. But, I think so far I have. Easy going, and laid back. Definitley have to have a good sense of humor and above average spelling capabilities. Intellectual discussions are nice at times, but being able to talk about random and mute points for hours on end is just as compelling. She has to be able to stand my guitar and singing, and tolerate my cheesy lyrics. Enjoy late night drives out to the country to look at the stars and laugh about anything and everything. Be cool with smoking but be worth quitting for. Cute helps, but it's not required. I've been told I have awkward taste. Mature and self respecting. Neat friends we can hang out with, or withdraw from. Clingyness isn't really a bad thing in my eyes. I'm a bit clingy myself. But it wouldn't be something I look for. A bit nerdy sometimes can be a very attractive thing. Good tastes in music, mmm. Over all, fun to hang out with. Someone I can actually keep as a friend if we were to stop dating.
It's a long list. Damn. Sometimes, it's good to know what your looking for. Most times I think though, what your looking for will come to you instead. It's just about being open minded and keeping your eyes out. Not letting shit get you down. Yeahhh, new school year. Almost here. Stop.
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[13 Aug 2007|12:00am] |
I guess you could say, what can make me feel this way?
The temptations, thats who.
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| BTW - |
[09 Aug 2007|06:34pm] |
A trick I learned back in 'Nam.
<(^^)> <(''<) ^("^) (^'')^ (>'')> <(^^)>
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[09 Aug 2007|06:27pm] |
The zoo was hot. The end.
I just got back from eating. And my fortune said to stop searching for happiness, it will come to you. What a load of bullshit. Things don't come to you without work. I still love my guitar, the strings ring so clean and loud. The Mic picks up every sound and delivers it with great vengeance. Stand and Deliver!
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[23 Jul 2007|10:09pm] |
Well..
It appears that some people have gotten into things that they don't care about. And have made me a joke. I am not surprised. Cheap shots are how it works. Well Fuck that. It's amazing pathetic people can be.
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[22 Jul 2007|05:50pm] |
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Lazy eye Joe is at it again.
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[21 Jul 2007|12:55am] |
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Would you believe me if I said I acquired a 2 dollar bill today? Most amazing thing thats happened to me since I can remember.
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[10 Jun 2007|12:48am] |
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Pirates of the Caribbean was not amazing. I realized that I could have gone to a mid-night showing of anything and had just as much fun. Fuck Pirates of the Caribbean. Definitely wasn't worth a second watch.
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[26 May 2007|02:23am] |
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Pirates of the Caribbean was an amazing movie. I'm a bit tired but the drive home was well worth it. The moon was an amazing yellow. I wish there were more nights like this.
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[25 May 2007|05:55pm] |
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Feeling helpless is a hell of a lot worse then any other I can think of.
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[24 May 2007|08:24pm] |
After my emo entry.. I thought I would add a totally awesome one.
Arriving at home just in time to get made fun of by Mark Shreck is amazing! Hahah.. I don't know if I should feel insulted or what. But It definitley helped my self esteem.
Any way, the weather was very lovely out. I hope everyone took some time to enjoy the brief glimpse of what spring should have been. The smell after rain makes me happy. I also feel accomplished, I went on a 2 mile walk. Insane.
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